sadness

Have any of you ever had that special “best friend” that you could tell anything to, trust with your life? The one who you don’t even have to say anything sometimes you just “know” what each other is thinking? Well, I did and we were childhood friends for about 16 years! That’s a really long time to let it go huh?  Read More »

Out of school, a little sad but happy for the must part in knowing
i would soon be in my home with calvin and my sisters just thing i
knew, and in a great state of mind, next 3 days was a bus ride to
texas boring , no sleep, almost no food, and felt sick the whole way,
got their and everything was just like i knew it would be i was home !  Read More »

Why does love have to hurt? How can my heart keep breaking every time he finds someone new? And why can't I let him go? Why is it everywhere I go something reminds me of him? How can I ache so much just to hear his voice? Why do I love him so much that I let him do what makes him happy? How can I miss him when he isn't even gone?  Read More »

I recently heard that a girl I knew has been murdered. I didn’t know her well, but she lived just down the street from me. She seemed very sweet, and she was a beautiful girl; just 21 years old.  Read More »

You are saddened by the weight of life,
That bears down on your back.
Smiling through crippled, bitter eyes,
Held together by lipstick and rouge-
A true CoverGirl.
Perfume that masks
That hazy odor of Marlboro
On your breath
Clothes
Skin
Trapped between
The child you have been
And the woman that is your future
Rusted and worn
From the years
And the change
The hurting  Read More »

Where do you go when you've become the person that you never wanted to become, and you feel like it's too late to change?  Read More »

Hello, I am still alive, to some people's dismay I am sure...LOL.
I have been moving and my grandpa just died so things are getting harder. Christmas this year is going to be the worst due to financial difficulties and I am at a loss...  Read More »

I know how hard you have tried to care for my sister and me. and im not saying you have done a bad job.    Its just that sometimes you take it to the extreme.  I dont understand why you always say you hate kids wehn you have two of your own or why you dont like anything.   Read More »