Where do you go when being at home only causes stress and you dread every minute you walk through the door? How am I suppose to feel, when I never know what I am coming home too? I am a college freshman; however, I decided to live at home this semester! (WOW!) It's the first time I've lived with my mother in a long time because she dosen't care much about her kids. Read More »
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Where do you go when home just isn't home?
Shaved
I was collapsed in that hard hospital chair, my head in my hands. Tears dripped to the floor as I cried until there was nothing left. Hours waiting, hours that dragged on until the clock seemed broken, ending in seconds that managed to seem even longer. Read More »
A letter to a mother on CRACK!
As I sit here in my bed, I think of you and how sad I will be when you are gone. I dont know the date, time nor place that I will hold you funeral at....but I promise that it will be nice. Tommorrow I will call around and start making arrangement and go ahead and pick out flowers. I'll also go ahead and write your obituary; however, I'll leave the time and date blank. Read More »
Grief and fatherless daughters
Its' been quite awhile since I posted here last. I've been dealing with a lot of things lately and while I have been writing and blogging on my personal blog journal I have neglected this site some.
I have lost family members before. It started when I was 16 and my brother died of an inoperable brain tumor. Read More »
Race in Paradise
Growing up in Hawai’i, I was the only white kid in my kindergarten class, but I don’t remember any of my peers being at my birthday party or coming over for play dates. Read More »

40 Days to a Meaningful Life - Day 8
What Makes God Smile ~ Read More »

Anyone and Everyone
Last Tuesday, I watched a documentary on PBS called "Anyone and Everyone." The focus was on parents of gays and lesbians. Their kids had come out in their teens, and they discussed their reactions and the kids discussed their feelings of coming out to them. Each family had an entirely different background- Asian, Hindu, Mormon, Catholic, Bolivian, and Cherokee Indian. Read More »
Parenting!!!
One of the most important task of an adult would be to be a good parent. To teach his or her children about good behavior, how to treat a lady and others, how to be sucessful, and everything about life and the unfairness that comes from having one. Parents are the base to a persons character, attitude, and personality, even when we think we are original. Read More »


