rachael_alexi's blog

It's time like these that I wish the year would just end. I'm in dire need of fresh start.  Read More »

Recently my family and I have come to the conclusion that my gene pool is, for lack of a better word, fucked.

My father was diagnosed with thyroid cancer in the early 90's, fortunately they caught it with just enough time. They removed his thyroid and since then he's lived with a scar that extends the entire width of his lower neck.  Read More »

As stated in my previous entry, my mother had a run in with my ex who I still have strong feelings for, none of which are reciprocated on his side/ But I will state this again. All of what happened was my fault. every time we'd break up. he'd take me back, until one day we both had enough. I still wanted him to be happy, and I knew that'd be without me.  Read More »

Today came the worst of the worse. With the stress of school and my job, it was bound to happen. After weeks of fighting, I came to a crying halt. My boyfriend and I had it out, and because of stress, I spiraled into a mayhem. I drove around my town looking for a place where I can stop to be alone. I went to church.  Read More »

I recently went through some....drama, yeah...that's a good name for it, where I realized who my true friends were. One person who I cut ties with wrote me a letter after everything happened saying that I better watch out because the college campus I was going to was her "territory". to be quite honest, even in all her insanity, she can have it.  Read More »

Today I was speaking to my father and somehow, like every other conversation we have, we went completely off topic. At first we were speaking about how when he reaches old age he plans on moving in with me and how it'd be like having a permanent baby sitter. I said that wouldn't be a good idea since I believe I am odd.  Read More »

So, I'm entering my second year of college. Last year I was lucky enough to be given financial assistance to go to college. Since I go to one of the biggest community colleges, a lot of people do the same. Hundreds I'm sure. This summer we had to renew the financial aid papers. Now, This little basic standard procedure turned out to be a complete fiasco, on the colleges part.  Read More »

So I just finished having a rather political conversation with one of my best friends. Both she and I voted for Obama. Both she and i feel SEVERELY let down. We were promised all these changes, but I have yet to see any good ones.  Read More »