I just talked about the one that does as you do but in the opposite way.
Now comes the one behind him. One that does all and everything with intention to do so, completely opposite to me up front in the "forefront."
This guy, cause I'm a guy, whatever thought I think, he wants the opposite of that. If I want to raise my right arm towards the front of me and upwards, the opposite way one this guy is, wants to raise the left arm upwards but to the opposite direction, to the rear of me.
If I do that, he will do the opposite. He wants his way, opposite everything I do.
If I want to walk left, he wants to go the other way, to the right. Even to step forward with the leg and foot. If I start out to the right walking left foot forward first, he wants to go to the left stepping forward with the right leg and foot.
This is the anterior intention of ourselves carried for from within. As we live. And it follows through the guy in front of him, the one that does as you do but in the opposite way. It is an influence upon him too.
Now know that these characters, live with a will of their own as well. They don't follow orders from the other characters. They might. But each is it's own will of thought, intention, to action maybe, depending on if it's carried out.
This total opposite guy is just that. Whatever I think and do, he wants a complete contrariness to it. Now where does all this come from? What is making these two to the rear of me here do this?
Interior darkness. Like the id, ego, super ego that is known from psychiatry, psychology, from mental health knowing. It's not that but I mentioned those to give you some idea for reference. Inside our minds thing.
Who influences these guys and me? I said interior darkness. That's true. There's two other guys and an opposite side. Evil with a label. One is total primordial dark, complete as known to that, I call this one a doppelganger.
Don't get this confused now with the encyclopedia or dictionary term for doppelganger. These words I use are labels and descriptions for me to explain this as best as I can to you.
Next to him, just over the boarder, a division of light to dark, is what I just best describe as a near doppelganger. To put it to non-sense terms, light darkness. For you see up front in the "forefront" me here, with depth of hierarchy, I'm in light, compared to the doppelganger, complete dark.
To division this, me, in the forefront right now, the one that does as I do but in the opposite way, and the total opposite fella, exist on a light side of things. We are free, with a will of our own, to do our way. Us three are light, on a light side you can analogy.
The two other are darkness guys, and these darkness guys, are caged. They can't get out. They have free will, to do worst wrongs of ever, but they can't. They're locked in cages, as an analogy. They want out, but can't get out. But they are heard, from within. Us light guys can hear their screams, shouts, profanities, utter disgust that they are. They're wicked. But under control, because they exist in those cages and are in the depths of rank being down there in darkness. Where the primal evil is. Where Satan can come to them, even maybe let them out. We can let them out too.
Now the two behind me, are influenced upon, because they're closer to the dark. They have free will like I said, like me, yet I here in the forefront exist away at an ending farthest from the doppelganger. From the source of primal wrong and evil per say.
I am my own person with myself, to either pay attention to this influence right behind me, or ignore it completely, which I can't cause it's part of me as a person as a whole. I have my decisions though, for my thoughts that are not theirs. I overrule these negative tendencies, as they are one source of a potential to do wrong. Because of their characters, all opposite to me.
Thankfully the creator out there and how we ended up, either by dark or light, Adam and/or Eve, we outweigh the bad to good. There's three light guy types and two dark. Even to the most wicked horror known, the balance is offset. To the light. So we as persons don't go around murdering each of us, doing hurt, kill, and destroy, as these two type darkness want to do. They can't get out to do it anyway on their own. They have to be let out of their cages, to go forth with the demons missions.
We have to let them out. By choosing to do wrong. When we do let them out, evil forces come upon them and us to help. Fallen angels you could say. Who from within, amplify the near and complete doppelgangers savagery. Sometimes even into the realms of insanity. For I do believe spirits can know insanity just as much as the human condition can know it.
So these four truths are unknown. In the order of me, the one that does as I do but in the opposite way, the total opposite one, the near doppelganger, and doppelganger. These "forces" you can call a persona of their own, and influence us as much as we reject the negative and strive the positive.
