graduating finally

wow i havent been on here in awhile. but since i last been on here a lot has went on. in a matter of a few days i will be graduating. yay. but there is mixed emotions, there. i guess im happy. last week may 11 was my prom and i had da time of my life. all my friends were there. omg im going to miss them guys like seriously. i am so excited to be graduating school life was really starting to bug me me however i am kind of scared to venture out into da real world. what am i to do. theres something insise me that wants to curl up in my bed and remain a liitle kid. but at da same time i want to be a big girl. then after graduation maybe three day later is my birthday. wow may is a busy month 4 me. am i foolish 4 feeling like this. idk what im going 2 do. but i do have a plan i am going 2 college and i will make a name for myself. trust and believe me. my major will be mass communications and then i am going to take things from there, really i plan on runjing my own magazine company that has been a fream of mine for a long time. its just a matter of time of fulfilling my dream