I will shine my brilliant way through life- FIRST BLOG

As a personal believer of destiny, I believe that my path will follow out for me in the end. No matter if I win a blogging contest or not, my future has been paved out for me and I will (hopefully) die happy and achieved.

My name is Shaelynn, I started this on account of scholarships. Looking at fastwebs.com i noticed a blogging oppurtunity..I mean how many people could get paid for their words? Their expressions? Their individual liberties posted down into a single entry. I love to write. It is a way of self release and another way for my mind to cope with the current situation or current event of the time. I live with a single parent..so moneys there when it's there. I work a job at a local movie theatre, along with my busy life of dance, theatre, music theatre, and of course highschool, which leave me with almost no life of my own. Hopefully this path I am on will lead me to my major goal of someday becoming a screen actress..Or a Broadway actress...Or an anchorwomen..As you can see I am still sort of undicided, however I know for a fact that in the future I want to be a rolemodel for young girls. In the end however, I just want to live happy and affect as many peoples lives as possible before I die. My greatest fear is to be forgotten, I NEVER want to be forgtten. So why not start the dream off by..trying to get into a college..with a little help from scholarship money..from..well..who knows! a blog compitition maybe?

I'm not too big of a debater. When I was younger I was quite a little fire cracker and was interested in such until finally i think I wore myself down of it. I believe others have the right to their own opinion, and I am not one to mess with it. However, if I do believe strongly on a subject I will comment on it. Some thoughts must NEVER be left unspoken. However I tend to back down sometimes.So hopefully along with a better understanding of life through my writing.I will gain some courage in my speech. This blog to me is more of a self-assurance or self- encouraging process for me. I do not care wether you agree with me or not, or like my opinions or not. Life is not always about being right. Sometimes I feel like i don't want to be right.I just want to be me. Happy.

If you could choose to be either the smartest man in the world or the dumbest..which would you choose?

My opinion personally, is based on the outlook of the special needs kids..personally autisim. Even though they stand little chance of acknowledging as much of life as the rest of us do, they still manage to live it happy and carefree. Along with their talents and artisticness that some of us will never have.If you were destined to be the smartest being on earth, you would search for knowledge until your very end. Always wanting more, never satisfied. Whats the point? I would rather die happy that unsatisfied.

If you disagree feel more than welcome to post it down! I am always open to new ideas and thoughts. I'm an idealist..a dreamer somewhat. As my first blog however, I just wanted to pull out the most important thing about me and explain my reasons for participating.

My name is Shaelynn French, and i am looking foward to "blogging" with everyone until June. As a personal believer of destiny, I believe that my path will follow out for me in the end. I will shine my brilliant way through life, however that may be, and die happy.